first holiday week's here. and all the fabulous plans are in - cidentally smashed by StageIt schedule. nice timing! to think i was all excited and in a life-is-beautiful kind of mood. it's now life-is-beautiful-until-you-know-it. i feel bad and sad and badder and sadder. who loves ruins? archeologists ain't human.

argh this hang-up will not be loved. i decide that StageIt wins most of the time. but occasional defeats wouldn't kill so yeah, sometimes when something happens to be more important, StageIt gotta give way. at least for this coming Friday and, i can't quite decide, either Wed or Mon. if only it could be both...

anyway exams are over. maybe i don't deserve good things in life right now (for thinking too much and doing too little and too late). but nah i cheered myself up sorting out the 3 top hand written letters of the year, in alphabetical order:

1. Lan Anh's New Year letter

2. Lusi's Valentine card

3. Xinyi's Birthday letters

i love you. the past few days were horrible (i mean every letter of it, capitalised) and these pretty little things made me think happy thoughts, and miss the time when i used to post at least one hand written thing every week. those were the days my friends. we thought they'd never end. yeah life-is-beautiful-until-you-know-it.

and the love poker pack's back with me. finally. but i can't find the peaceful looking worry person (i name him Naut). just when i wanna talk to him tonight...