and so my LTB group had a good day at the YMCA event. played with the kids. talked to the parents. distributed the booklets. the camcorder was with me. managed to capture camera shy smiles and role playing frolics. You Zi said we grade driven minds are losing the true sense of the project. well...

there was this volunteer at the centre. who never looked at the camera. and her name label read, NAT. isn't that like, my initials? so i was attracted by the coincidence, and the camera "contempt". we talked, and i was very tempted to tell her my name's NAT. hope i didn't zoom in on her too much.

i feel like registering as a volunteer at the centre. a lady asked if it was a one off visit. i didn't know what to say.

anyway today's monotony could kill. could've gone back to TJ for orientation night, but decided not to cuz i wanna study. i miss the little dates that make my days. my player's on The Lake House, and i miss Xin Yi. platonic thoughts.