this is one of those times when i feel that there's more to life than the relentless routine of school and work. this is when i feel that every one of us is just another being conditioned to enter the the rat race that never ends until the day we die. and there's a reason why no one on his deathbed would say, "i wish i'd spent more time in the office."

i guess i've had it all, the extremities of feelings... i've loved, and lost, people who i thought i could never live without... i've heard words that mean forever and always, and i've come to know forever and always don't mean forever and always... people say time heals everything... i'd say, time disperses everything, people, memories...

it's strange how people are away from each other when they live and come together when one dies... it's strange how i don't love those who mean most to me when i'm with them only to realize, when i'm not with them, that i love them... it's strange how i always wanna be with my loved ones, and yet i wanna achieve things that keep me away from them...

i pray every night that everyone's fine... i pray that it'd not be too late to be with my family and my love and my friends... i pray that even though i'm not with them, i'm not without them... i pray that school's fine so that i could meet up with my friends more often... ahhh stupid Lan Anh makes me think too much... shouldn't have chatted with her for 5 hours...