Wednesday 27 December 2006
missing...
i miss Mom... i messaged her as soon as my phone was back to life to say i'm sorry for being such a bastard and i love her... sometimes my pride speaks and makes it hard to say sorry... i miss Sis... she cried at the airport, when i was refusing to bring in some food stuffs... she loves me... and i love her so much...
moved in to SMU hostel yesterday... mine's the last room of the last unit of the last block of the hostel... it's small... and everything looks greyish, the ugly curtains and the PVC mattress cover and the bins and the wardrobe and the floor and the window grills... i bought a blanket with green and orange and blue squares (no purple) to make me feel colourful :)
Johan (this Swedish guy staying next door) says an indian's gonna stay with me... to those who are laughing: please don't... come comfort me when i feel lonely...
i left for lunch without closing the windows... and it rained as it has always these days... and the floor became slippery... luckily i haven't mopped it last night hahaha... been singing and screaming in the living room... can't be in my room yet...
i don't know what i wanna do... i don't feel like messaging anyone... i don't feel like going out... i don't wanna be at home... i wanna sing... i wanna sing with people... i wanna dance... i wanna put on my 8 bling blings and dance... i wanna brush my teeth and shower good to feel fresh... i wanna sex you up... i wanna camwhore at Holland V... i wanna be me!!!
just not in the damn mood to!
first, dinner with Brian!
11:11pm ~ back home dry and drained (i tamed the stupid rain without a macho umbrella. yay!). Brian got me handmade & original Le Blanc chocolate from Japan. Ah, sweet stuff :) if only i could freeze it forever. we had fun guy-catching up at KFC and Kino and Toys R Us and Starbucks :)
and Richard's back from Japan too :)
anyway, i walked the rain to post a card-letter... ah sweet feelingsss :)
Tuan ♥
3:22 pm
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