i must look pretty tired now. been up for 15 hours after 2 hours of sleep. Math for econ wasn't too bad. i'm not complaining, though it could have been better. One last paper tomorrow before i'm off to the BGS project again.

i don't feel like studying now. partly cuz AS is simply a thing of logics. partly cuz i'm not feeling alright. i wonder what i've been doing. i'm spending my time on the right things at the wrong time. i'm having fun when i'm supposed to study. and i'm rushing through virgin notes when i should be in bed resting.

i indulge in day dreaming, on lovely things that don't matter, cuz they're not really gonna come true. i love myself, and i don't love myself. hey You, i'm talking to You!

the only consolation of the day: mangos (courtesy from Indonesia).